guess i never got around to the details about the cruise. ehhh...later maybe...ish. who knows. anyways, ive been staying up pretty late recently.
lots of fun, don't get me wrong. but this morning...woke up to a banging headache and bunch of other crap...oh well.

all is well now. and thats the least of my concern...
maybe now, its the heart throb.

gosh its been super hot and crap lately.

anyways, off to mt hermon & redwood (pcjc) camp for the next 2 1/2 ish weeks.
visiting up north after.

*nostalgiaaa


im...anxious. i hope things go well in august.

uhm...

im really craving something with meat, but we're fresh out of like...everything since we're gonna be gone for almost 3 weeks

her love is a threat.

her love is a threat
you say you understand
but you're fresh out your mind
judging yourself off of smiles and signs
think you're elevating, on the way to the top
but she knows whats up. see she got you on lock
living all complacent, you say you always know
but this road you're traveling ain't nothing but a slope
unable to think for yourself and her thoughts are automatic
marionette baby, she'll abuse you like an addict
left is right and up is really down
lying to your face
oblivious to the sound
reverberating noises
sick barking like a hound
think its all good. just somewhere to put your ...
but watch out to be quick, because she a crazy ...

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dont do something you'll later regret
because you're throwing a lot of affection
to a girl you just met

seldom does going to sleep at 6am do you any good for the next day...guess its just fun while it lasts

here. take this empty glass box.

actually no, take the shards. i forgot to tell you that its already broken.

wow...well theres much to say about the princess cruise i just got back from.
...details when i get home, because i am currently in a hotel room in seattle.

listening to emo love songs...

the day i stopped caring about what people said and thought about me was the day that my life got infinitely that much funner...more fun. awesome. and i totally stole that from nom nom.
but i had to. it rang so true...

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Nothing ever happens in this town
Its the same old thing when we go out
A new place to hang with the same crowd
I looked up when you came and sat down
Now im here with you, and i’m admiring the view
I hope you never ever never ever cut me loose

...

Always said true love never happens
a little push a just caused this chain reaction.
I never thought you’d be my distraction i admit that you got me crashing

...

And i don’t know what to do because i’m falling into something
Really can’t stop me i’m knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish i promise i’ll mend this just wanna let you know yo i’m falling like a domino

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packing for the Alaska cruise...flying out on friday to seattle and...blah who cares. im friggin tired.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH

i PASSED the APUSH EXAM...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah boy.

drinks are on the house.

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i friggin love Road To Seoul...i'm sorry Tahoe Galbi, but you're getting replaced.
Road To Seoul is whats up.
and i gave them 5 stars on yelp too...and turns out i was...and i quote "One of Road to Seoul's Favorite Reviews" pwaha. okay i need to turn on the AC. its HOT.

okay im done.

-end transmission-

random quote that came into

random quote that came into my head from nom nom: "when you date korean, you turn korean"

hahahahahah O_O

i am going to punch you.

on a separate, lighter note, i went to Road To Seoul today with greg, yu yu and...robby. WHAT!??!
yeah well i guess he finally decided to come. awesomeness.

i wrote a review for them yesterday on Yelp...actually gave them 5 stars.
love it.


its still really hot. i dont know what to say but


"NOOOO!!" and

"TOILET PAPER!!!!!!!"

nostalgic/remeniscient LP

i woke up from a dream today to the cold and the static.
i put my cold feet on the floor.
forgot all about yesterday.
remembering--pretending to be where im not anymore.
a little taste of hypocrisy,
and im left in the wake of mistakes
--so slow to react.
(now im trapped in these memories)
and even though youre
close to me,
youre still so distant
and i cant bring you back.
its true, the way i feel.
was promised by your face
the sound of your voice painted on my memories
even when youre not with me, im with you
now i see
keeping everything inside
with you
now i see
even when i close my eyes

my trip to UCI

well...honestly, im too lazy to tell stories and crap...kind of tired.
so im going to make this as short as i can.

it was frickin hot at UCI...
by the end of the first tour i could have sworn some stupid old lady was wacking me with her bag so i gave her the stank eye but moments later, i felt it again...but when i turned to look, it was mel! xD
it was all just a...
pleasant surprise...? ahha because what a coincidence that would be...hah...hah...
so that was sweetness
anyways. did i say it was HOT!?
i wore a sweater so that was my fault that i was burning.

my dad is embarassing



uhmm...gonna go shop tomorrow @ costco for stuff to put with rotini
i swear. we should freakin go to whole foods but my parents insist on costco.

awkward arms. i suck at looking decent in pictures

but yeah the trip was pretty chill...besides the obnoxious heat.
so overall ill give it 5 stars for awesome. i guess mel was clearly the redeeming quality.



FRICK ITS HOT RIGHT NOW! OMGWTF why is this heat being such a.............. D-BAG




i need to pee...

and speaking of water, which i didn't mention...which therefore negates the former validity...blah blah. ANYWAYS. our green water bottle frickin broke because some tard (not pointing fingers) *cough jen froze the bottle and it cracked and...whatever.


what am i currently doing?:
blogging => typing
AIM
Skype
listening to G. nozuka
thinking about tomorrows party
OKAY FRICK THE LIST I NEED TO PUBLISH THIS BECAUSE MEL IS GOING TO SLEEP.

LOL

The basis of need here is the same as the attention-seekers above, only these people will only settle for the positive and sympathetic attention that comes with being sick or some other kind of distress. You know, without the whole "actually being sick" thing to bog them down.
In real life they can keep it up for years, because society doesn't make it easy to be skeptical in these situations. If you cast doubt on them and then later discover it was in fact true, suddenly you're the biggest douche on the planet.

"She may be out doing it right now. On the anonymous Internet, you can create a dozen different characters and when one of them starts to get boring the "parent" can just kill them off. This is clinically known as the LOST approach."

wtf? but here it is

no idea why i shared that.