quite frankly, im excited for it. a year, huh? that a long time i guess...its crazy when i think about it but those are a thing of the past now. simply just distant memories and new things and lessons i learned tucked into the back of my head. although those times hold the most emotional pain, i wouldnt change it for the sake of everything i learned and was showed. id like to think everythings okay now...and it is in a way, but definitely not the way either of us ever expected it to be. i think, though, thats a good thing. but in a way, its a good thing i didnt know that from the beginning...i dont even know if that makes sense. thank you, God.

even though i know its highly unlikely, i have this feeling like we'll run into each other someday years from now...randomly and unexpectedly, experiencing a bitter sweet kind of moment... like in the movies. *sighs

anyways, away from the over dramatization, and back to possible reality.

today seems to be going by fairly quick. hope i can go to the bonfuego today...

you used to be my girl

but now you're just

My Girl