Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
i moved...
to tumblr!!!
got kind of fed up with blogger and moved to tumblr.
yayaaa...!!
different blog, same chinkLIGHTNING
got kind of fed up with blogger and moved to tumblr.
yayaaa...!!
different blog, same chinkLIGHTNING
just lovely.
i failed at adjusting the friggin thing but oh well. sigh
the forehead is too white! but it still made me laugh.
blogspot has been ticking me off and being all PMS ishh...thinking of switching to tumblr or wordpress or something. gah but blogspot is getting annoying. especially when uploading pictures and stuff. this stupid text window that im writing in is fuggin 3 inches tall...maybe not even! oh, and i can't blog on itouch...either that or i cant figure it out >< fail. gahhhh. anyways.
*mutters under breath "freakinn blogspot."
tumblr? wordpress? livejournal? ... i deleted my xanga long ago...
Monday, August 24, 2009
hoopes i did it again.
me: what's up dude?
you: im getting kind of bored
me: let's get some food and then hit movies 4
you: what's going on?
me: what's up with all our friends?
you: let's start a rumor just to find out where it ends
cause a small town is like a small stage for teenagers and their drama instead of playing shows, we'll be showing plays. like 90210 without the beverly hills
when i met w/my brother today, we ended on this note:
1 Thesselonians 5:16-18
16Be joyful always; 17pray continually; 18give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.
you: im getting kind of bored
me: let's get some food and then hit movies 4
you: what's going on?
me: what's up with all our friends?
you: let's start a rumor just to find out where it ends
cause a small town is like a small stage for teenagers and their drama instead of playing shows, we'll be showing plays. like 90210 without the beverly hills
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when i met w/my brother today, we ended on this note:
1 Thesselonians 5:16-18
16Be joyful always; 17pray continually; 18give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.
am i understood?
sometimes I'm so thankful for Your loyalty. You love regardless of the mistakes I make will spoil me. My confidence is, in a sense, a gift you've given me and I'm satisfied to realize You're all i'll ever need
You looked into my life and never stopped and You're thinking all my thoughts are so simple, but so beautiful. and then You recite my words right back to me before i even speak You let me know, I am understood.
thank You for blessing me.
i am understood
You looked into my life and never stopped and You're thinking all my thoughts are so simple, but so beautiful. and then You recite my words right back to me before i even speak You let me know, I am understood.
thank You for blessing me.
i am understood
graphiks
dear blog,
im feeling very self critical today. today's mood is kind of depressing. my tongue is burning from hot chili sauce + yumcha. today/last night's word was "festival" ... we'll see what happens.
you caught me off guard. i had very minimal to no expectations. i thought i was to become a mere memory to you and that what we little we had would be insignificant and ephemeral. kind of like a shopping receipt to the candy you just bought at the store. a reminder of what was done. what was spent. but in the end, just a negligible reminder of an insignificant event in ones life.
i didn't think id ever see you again. i didn't think you wanted me to.
but i was wrong, so here we are now [:
you like to think you're never wrong. you have to act like you're someone. you want someone to hurt like you. you like to think you're never wrong. you try to take the best of me, go away.
i was thinking
over thinking
cause there's just too many scenarios
to analayze
look in my eyes
cause you're my dream please come true
i was thinking
over thinking
about exactly how i'm not exactly him
i'll break my heart in two
more times than you could ever do
cause you're my dream please come true
i was sinking
lower, sinking
cause i lost the things i held on to
they let me think a thought
a thought that i would know was not
of seeing my dream come true
i was thinking
over thinking
about how far i had let this go
one more guy/girl chiché
i know now you're just in the way
of me and my dream come true
yes...yes it does heal. but its never the same again.
...but thats good.
im feeling very self critical today. today's mood is kind of depressing. my tongue is burning from hot chili sauce + yumcha. today/last night's word was "festival" ... we'll see what happens.
love, steven.
you caught me off guard. i had very minimal to no expectations. i thought i was to become a mere memory to you and that what we little we had would be insignificant and ephemeral. kind of like a shopping receipt to the candy you just bought at the store. a reminder of what was done. what was spent. but in the end, just a negligible reminder of an insignificant event in ones life.
i didn't think id ever see you again. i didn't think you wanted me to.
but i was wrong, so here we are now [:
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you like to think you're never wrong. you have to act like you're someone. you want someone to hurt like you. you like to think you're never wrong. you try to take the best of me, go away.
i was thinking
over thinking
cause there's just too many scenarios
to analayze
look in my eyes
cause you're my dream please come true
i was thinking
over thinking
about exactly how i'm not exactly him
i'll break my heart in two
more times than you could ever do
cause you're my dream please come true
i was sinking
lower, sinking
cause i lost the things i held on to
they let me think a thought
a thought that i would know was not
of seeing my dream come true
i was thinking
over thinking
about how far i had let this go
one more guy/girl chiché
i know now you're just in the way
of me and my dream come true
yes...yes it does heal. but its never the same again.
...but thats good.
schizo.
i can feel it. i can touch it. i can taste it.
why
because i shouldn't.
i can't feel it. i shouldn't touch it. i dont know.
...not again.
*punches self
i dont want to be dangerous to you.
im sorry that i feel this way sometimes
why
because i shouldn't.
i can't feel it. i shouldn't touch it. i dont know.
...not again.
*punches self
i dont want to be dangerous to you.
im sorry that i feel this way sometimes
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i want to see this.
adam sandler is awesome.
i want to see this.
adam sandler is awesome.
this calls for some happier tunes :D
im happy [:
'tis a good night.
God has blessed.
Here In Your Arms
actually, this is more what im thinking though. gah what WAS i thinking.
oh well.
She ain't for me, you're the one I need
She was model chick, pretty thick, in them jeans
Working at the Storm, 25th, Excuse me
Can I tell u what my name is?
You look like the kinda girl I wanna get with
She asked what kinda car I drive
I said the V12, all white with the chromes, and keep the details
And I thought she was the one for me
to please her I started actin differently
And when I met u
I thought I could be myself
You showed me lovin like nobody else
I never had to ask for nothing
with her it seems like it was always something
Now I know the choice that I should have made, shudda bin with u what else can I say
So wud u be with me
Il be yours eternally
She may have what I want
But your the one I need, I need
She may look like them girls in the videos
But your the one for me
I used to think she was so fly
and If u asked me why im with her I cudnt tell u why, oh no
It so clear to see, you’re the one I need
You told me before, I didn’t listen
Said that she was playing round, I wudnt pay attention
I tried to make it look as if we was doin fine
I didn’t wna tell myself, I wasted so much time
Now I know the choice that I should have made, shudda bin with u what else can I say,
so will u be with me
Il be yours eternally
She may have what I want
But your the one I need, I need
She may look like them girls in the videos
But your the one for me
I used to think she was so fly
But If u asked me why im with her I cudnt tell u why, no no
It so clear to see, you’re the one I need
From the bottom of my heart
I will make a change
I swear I wont put no1 else before u this time
Wanna make a brand new start
So please don’t walk away
Im not in love with her
And all that really matters is you, is you, is you
She may have what I want, girl you’re the one I need
Girl its not for me
She may have what I want
But your the one I need, your the one I need
She may look like them girls in the videos
But your the one for me
I used to think she was so fly
If u asked me why im with her I cudnt tell u why, cudnt tel u why
It so clear to see, you're the one I need
She may have what I want
But your the one I need, your the one I need
She may look like them girls in the videos
But your the one for me
I used to think she was so fly
If u asked me why im with her I cudnt tell u why,
It so clear to see, you're the one I need
...a lot of those lyrics are so wrong, but im too lazy to change them.
www.lyriczz.com ftl
sometimes i try to just be a big fish in a little pond...but sometimes not even.
*sigh...?
'tis a good night.
God has blessed.
Here In Your Arms
actually, this is more what im thinking though. gah what WAS i thinking.
oh well.
this IS the now.
She ain't for me, you're the one I need
She was model chick, pretty thick, in them jeans
Working at the Storm, 25th, Excuse me
Can I tell u what my name is?
You look like the kinda girl I wanna get with
She asked what kinda car I drive
I said the V12, all white with the chromes, and keep the details
And I thought she was the one for me
to please her I started actin differently
And when I met u
I thought I could be myself
You showed me lovin like nobody else
I never had to ask for nothing
with her it seems like it was always something
Now I know the choice that I should have made, shudda bin with u what else can I say
So wud u be with me
Il be yours eternally
She may have what I want
But your the one I need, I need
She may look like them girls in the videos
But your the one for me
I used to think she was so fly
and If u asked me why im with her I cudnt tell u why, oh no
It so clear to see, you’re the one I need
You told me before, I didn’t listen
Said that she was playing round, I wudnt pay attention
I tried to make it look as if we was doin fine
I didn’t wna tell myself, I wasted so much time
Now I know the choice that I should have made, shudda bin with u what else can I say,
so will u be with me
Il be yours eternally
She may have what I want
But your the one I need, I need
She may look like them girls in the videos
But your the one for me
I used to think she was so fly
But If u asked me why im with her I cudnt tell u why, no no
It so clear to see, you’re the one I need
From the bottom of my heart
I will make a change
I swear I wont put no1 else before u this time
Wanna make a brand new start
So please don’t walk away
Im not in love with her
And all that really matters is you, is you, is you
She may have what I want, girl you’re the one I need
Girl its not for me
She may have what I want
But your the one I need, your the one I need
She may look like them girls in the videos
But your the one for me
I used to think she was so fly
If u asked me why im with her I cudnt tell u why, cudnt tel u why
It so clear to see, you're the one I need
She may have what I want
But your the one I need, your the one I need
She may look like them girls in the videos
But your the one for me
I used to think she was so fly
If u asked me why im with her I cudnt tell u why,
It so clear to see, you're the one I need
...a lot of those lyrics are so wrong, but im too lazy to change them.
www.lyriczz.com ftl
sometimes i try to just be a big fish in a little pond...but sometimes not even.
*sigh...?
i like to...
Sunday, August 23, 2009
U.nited S.tates
another late happy night.
30 songs accompanied by a reason.
30 songs accompanied by a reason.
Download the song playlist i made for ms yumyum
and can you tell me if the link works downloading the .zip file? thanks!
about to go out to a family dinner...yay for dinner. boo for long chinese family get togethers and blabbering old people. *sigh. or maybe im just a bit grumpy right now...i needs some shleeep *yawn
time to throw on some shizades and rock it to dinner
fin.
i was totally emo over this song
...like a little over a year ago
although, the music video seems happy ish. so...conflict of emotion when watching it. lol
one of the few country songs i really really enjoy
over 400 plays
*sighs
although, the music video seems happy ish. so...conflict of emotion when watching it. lol
one of the few country songs i really really enjoy
over 400 plays
*sighs
Saturday, August 22, 2009
GAH DAH FRAH WAH BLAH.
i swear i couldnt see it until they got up really close to the car...
hehe. fun fun?
i hope you didnt die of a heart attack.
hehe. fun fun?
i hope you didnt die of a heart attack.
sikkk thoughts.
gahhhh. you dont own me. get away. youre nothing to me anymore.
i dont want you to be anything. i dont care anymore.
i dont want you to be anything. i dont care anymore.
we used to care so much. i cared about you so much.
because i cant for both
my and your own sake.
be gone.
quite frankly, im excited for it. a year, huh? that a long time i guess...its crazy when i think about it but those are a thing of the past now. simply just distant memories and new things and lessons i learned tucked into the back of my head. although those times hold the most emotional pain, i wouldnt change it for the sake of everything i learned and was showed. id like to think everythings okay now...and it is in a way, but definitely not the way either of us ever expected it to be. i think, though, thats a good thing. but in a way, its a good thing i didnt know that from the beginning...i dont even know if that makes sense. thank you, God.
even though i know its highly unlikely, i have this feeling like we'll run into each other someday years from now...randomly and unexpectedly, experiencing a bitter sweet kind of moment... like in the movies. *sighs
anyways, away from the over dramatization, and back to possible reality.
today seems to be going by fairly quick. hope i can go to the bonfuego today...
you used to be my girl
but now you're just
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