i know you won't read this.


you dont know.
and im not sure if you ever will.

i say it straight to your face all the time...
alas...the cycle continues.
nothing changes.

you're so oblivious.

i can't stand it.

im scared that you'll never learn.
because you can't teach an old dog new tricks...or can you?

its ironic, because you claim that you want to change...
yet you hold onto your past, despite your knowing the damage it has on you.
what is it that keeps you from letting go and growing up? moving on?
and here, i thought ...nvm
i guess wisdom doesn't always come with experience and age.

...its because you don't understand.
its because you can't and won't understand.
you refuse to learn.

is it possible?...one day...?
*hopes

...maybe one day...*crosses fingers.


thanks, though
i like learning by counter-example [sarcasm?]


*sighs.


i love you.
i love you to death, but i won't grow up to be like you.
i promise.
you'll be more proud of me this way, trust me.
i promise.

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i want to write some lines...but i have APUSH homework...

omg.
SAT on saturday...and APUSH Exam next friday.

good luck, comrades.