i could tell you how it feels to distract you from the answer.
i could tell you how it feels to see a gap form in between us.
i could tell you how it feels to seem to fade away.
i could tell you how it feels to think and try not to over think.
i could tell you how it feels to fail and over think anyways.
i could tell you how it feels to be suspicious but still naively trusting.
i could tell you how it feels to play stupid when you know things are dwindling away.
i could tell you how it feels to think you know the reason why everything is falling apart.
i could tell you how it feels to be so heinously wrong, and then paying the consequences for being so afraid.
i could tell you how it feels to have days not your own.
i could tell you how it feels to be washed away in thought.
i could tell you how it feels to seem like you never felt.
i could tell you how it feels to fall out of relevance.
too bad i wont tell you, because that would be irrelevant.
but i will say one thing: the worst feeling is thinking that it is probably your fault, but never really knowing. and that in itself, is your fault.
i think?
Friday, June 4, 2010
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