im tired of school
im tired of tennis.
but i gotta pull through
like a kid at the dentists
im sick of work at school
im sick of life at home
i think of ways to rescue myself
and escape where i'm alone.
i need a short vacation
a peaceful time by myself
i need a period of respite
where nothing matters
not life or death, not wealth.
it will be
just me and food,
i'll be chowing down all day.
in my fantasy land i am happy
in the line at a buffet.

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i need more sleep.
i have been feeling grumpy and very irritable lately.
i have these thoughts
when i get really angry and its not pretty.
im kind of distressed. i need more sleep
i can't wait for spring break.
PLEASE COME SOON!

so...tired.

*gasps for sleep.