Get To Know Me.

So much to say...but too lazy to say it all.
Just some thoughts.
That's all.

Heres a little about me:
1. I like being awake. I like staying up.

2. My middle name is Randall, named after my dad. Although I'm sure everyone already knew that thanks to Aimee...Oh, and on the topic of names, I don't like how my last name is spelled. "Chew" I used to think it was a joke when I was small, but now I know it's the sad, unfortunate truth.

3. I broke the 100lb mark in 4th grade and my waist was also already size 32/33, but it hasn't really grown since then. To this day, I can still fit this pair of shorts I got from a Champs store in Hawaii 7 years ago.

4. I used to think skateboarding and snowboarding was the coolest thing. I tried it out in 6th grade but it turned out to be an epic fail for me. Once, I went over a small crack in the sidewalk once and got pwned. I fell on my butt and just laid there for like 10 minutes straight. I felt so defeated, so stupid, so fat. What a loser. Oh, and my butt hurt like a mother lover. I got frustrated all the time and eventually broke this board my friend gave to me.

5. Of course, I play video games...although not much recently. I used to play pokemon back in the day along with a lot of racing games, but recently it's been call of duty 4 modern warfare, final fantasy x, final fantasy x-2, but not much time for that lately... Used to waste a lot of my day playing games on the computer like Starcraft, Bloons Tower Defense 3 & Vector TD. Oh, and I don't really like the Wii...

6. I LOVE food. And I am a major CARNiVORE. I love chicken and seafood, but most of all I eat a lot of beef and red meat. I know that it's bad, and it will probably (one day) be my demise, but oh well :/ People tell me I have an unhealthy obsession with korean barbeque. I respond by saying I just have a strong, passionate love for marinated beef...But skeptics think it is more than just that...HAH. I have only (ONLY!?) thrown up/DiSGORGED (gross, I know) twice because of overdosing on korean bbq , but I think that it is because I had boba after.

7. Ever since I got unlimited texting, I have been sending textual messages all day, everday. Should I be worried about premature arthritis?...Maybe. Was getting unlimited was a bad idea?...Hopefully not. Will I stop?...Nah. And not to mention, mobile text facebook is addicting.

8. My parents always told me I was smart, but I never really believed them. I thought it was just one of those things parents tell their kids because they're the parents and you're the kids and they want you to feel good about themselves. Lately, however, maybe they actually mean it? I've never known words from parents as being sincere, but they told me that for how much effort I put in, I get really good grades. Haha. I'm pretty sure that was a compliment, but I couldn't help but laugh, as my parents did too...

9. I write a lot of notes...A lot, as you probably already know. I think im nearing 280.

10. I like to end a lot of my sentences with ... Why? Well I'll let you interpret that for yourself...

11. I play tennis. It has sort of been a family sport kind of thing...My parents met at a tennis thing at UCLA, my brother and sister play tennis, etc. It's fun at times (I guess) but it's definitely not my passion. I'm far too apathetic (or am I...) to become really good. OH WELL. lol.

12. I greatly despise the standards that are put in front of me BECAUSE OF my parents, brother etc. Not that they themselves are the ones setting them, but it really ticks me off when people just assume crap. Especially the fact that my mom is my math teacher and my dad is the tennis coach. I just want to punch those people (who assume stuff) in the mouth...

13. My parents said that my favorite color was pink when I was like 4 or 5...Now I like blue...light blue rocks my socks. Teal is also awesome. WOOOH. Oh, and I wear a lot of white...

14. From now on, whenever I get froyo, I simply just fill the cup with plain tart + tons of mochi...Usually costing around $5...Too many bad experiences with bad experiments.

15. Isabella, I DO NOT HAVE TOURETTES. Lol.

16. I used to hate taking pictures, but I am sort of a camera whore now. Despite the ridicule I may receive, taking pictures rocks, and its cool to look back, as opposed to having nothing to reminisce on...? :/ So this rocks. Also, thanks to my attempt at keeping up a blogspot, I am more motivated to take pictures...Sorry if me posting a lot of pictures some how offends you, but this is my facebook, not yours.

17. I am also known as chinkLiGHTN!NG (AIM: ChiinkLightning), thanks to hapa choppa. I am also borderline iNSOMNIAC, full-time NiCE GUY, major CARNiVORE and part-time NOSTALGiST. Hmm...don't ask.

18. I have had the same e-mail for the longest time...I need to change it because 1. I have a ridiculous amount of spam that is constantly being channeled to my email, and 2. because the name is really out of date. hah. Actually, I can put up with the spam, I guess it's just all a preference thing, then.

19. I like writing and I enjoy rhymes. That's probably why I have a lot of notes. I like to exercise my freedom of speech and writing whatever the heck I want. WOOh.

20. I wish sleep wasn't so enjoyable and so necessary. Sleep takes up so much time...about 1/3 of most people's day? Maybe a little more or less...But I wish that we didn't NEED sleep, rather it was an option, a choice to repose in slumber. I guess that goes to show how important sleeping is and as to why our bodies need so much rest...

21. I love carne asada in all my mexican foods, but I honestly don't like Titos Tacos that much, even though I was actually nicknamed Titos Tacos (irrelevant to the fact, but...) Their chips and salsa are decent, but their tacos and burritos are not that great...at all. Maybe I just don't like carnitas. Also, watching them prepare the food makes me want to barf. The beans get all flakey on the top when they dry, and the meat gets all bubbly...they're probably sitting in those trays all day...Wtf. And the chips are stored in trash cans, although I assume they're clean...But still. Very aesthetically displeasing. Boo. ]:

22. I am spending way more time on this than I am studying for Finals. I always spend too much time on the computer, on facebook, blogspot, looking at foodporn, checking email and listening to music. It's ridiculous. Shame on me. I should be doing my math notebook...oh well, just 3 more.

23. I look at food porn. [ www.dailyfoodporn.com ] It's awesome. I do this at least once a week. I love the red velvet cupcake with cream cheese frosting & sprinkles especially...*drool* There's too many good ones to name...

24. I am a BIG TIME PROCRASTiNATOR. I procrastinate a lot. It's terrible. I wish I didn't so much, but I do. I can't help it. I hate it. I need to change that habit, and just get things through with...But I'm procrastinating on killing the habit of procrastination. Ironic, huh.

25. I think I just wasted a lot of my time. I doubt even half of you will look at this, and that half of that half will even read any of it, and 1 out of that halved half, will read everything. I don't expect you too though [:

Heres something that Nicky wrote for me a while back in November 08...

Chew's Your Fate

My boy steven chews got the flows, he knows how to spit
He's got so much spit he's chokin' on it
talkin about some real shit, depressin' issues
My boy chew's got me runnin out of my tissues
I say he's lyrically gifted,
he's spritually lifted,
some might even say he's mentally shifted;
shifted to see the world for what it truly is
God gave him that power, that gift is his.

Chew's your fate.

And i'm not sayin' "choose," cuz that option ain't yours.
This ain't no game show; you don't get your three doors.
All of us will inevitably walk the same path as steven,
hitting the same bumps in the road:
grievin, disbelievin, self-deceavin.
So get off his back, let him breathe his own air
youre suffocatin him with your lies, false hopes, and despair
Stop using him, abusing him, treatin him unfair
Don't run him dry--takin everythin away; he aint no millionaire. [haha!]

Chew's your fate.

Experiencing the experience,
of being the subject of an experiment;
a test lab--testing one's emotions
altering perceptions and sense of intuitive notions.
Just thinkin of experiencin this;
makes me lose all bliss,
makes me get a little pissed,
makes me glance at my right wrist,
forcing myself to reminisce,
if i've ever felt true happiness,
Does God allow me this?
Does true contentment even exist?

So much inept thought--im just really tryin to say
Focus on the now, forget yesterday.
This goes to my boy Stevie,
I hope you believe me.
When i say we all go through this.
Everyone--just watch and wait,
you will soon understand
Chew's your fate.

Thanks dude.


NOSTALGiC Thoughts.

Although time has passed,

These scars still remain

Wounds run deep

To memories of pain

Words of the past

Fan a present flame

Switching up the rules

But the game stays the same



As we

Overanalyze the situations

And


Overthink the scenarios

Before
us
We often
Overlook what is

T r u l y i n f r o n t o f u s.




This

All

Happens

Inside of

Your

Head,

Within

Your

Mind




It sucks the life out of you
That leech on your skin
The never ending war
A battle within
Don't listen to them
And the words that they say
Stay on your path
And don't go astray
Even if you're filled
Solely with contempt
Know that its false
And that you are meant
For more than this world
More than just a boy
And more than just a girl
You serve a greater cause
You're not a part of speech
A subordinate clause
You're the one they try to reach
Oblivious to reality
Sleeping through your days
Just so that you
Can get away from your pain
Wake up from your dream
Because you're living a nightmare
Being a selfish fiend
You see, there's no light here.

The looks from a swagger
Every action receives consequence
Your head held high
And your eyes filled with confidence
The dog's fierce bark
The cat's elegant "meow"
"You can't ever stop us now"
This is the motto of the proud

My dad sent me to bed before I could publish this last night. ]: