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dear blog,

im feeling very self critical today. today's mood is kind of depressing. my tongue is burning from hot chili sauce + yumcha. today/last night's word was "festival" ... we'll see what happens.

love, steven.

you caught me off guard. i had very minimal to no expectations. i thought i was to become a mere memory to you and that what we little we had would be insignificant and ephemeral. kind of like a shopping receipt to the candy you just bought at the store. a reminder of what was done. what was spent. but in the end, just a negligible reminder of an insignificant event in ones life.
i didn't think id ever see you again. i didn't think you wanted me to.
but i was wrong, so here we are now [:

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you like to think you're never wrong. you have to act like you're someone. you want someone to hurt like you. you like to think you're never wrong. you try to take the best of me, go away.


i was thinking
over thinking
cause there's just too many scenarios
to analayze
look in my eyes
cause you're my dream please come true

i was thinking
over thinking
about exactly how i'm not exactly him
i'll break my heart in two
more times than you could ever do
cause you're my dream please come true

i was sinking
lower, sinking
cause i lost the things i held on to
they let me think a thought
a thought that i would know was not
of seeing my dream come true

i was thinking
over thinking
about how far i had let this go
one more guy/girl chiché
i know now you're just in the way
of me and my dream come true



yes...yes it does heal. but its never the same again.


...but thats good.

photograph pictchaa